onsdag 28 november 2012

ATT FÖRBEREDA SIG MED SMÅ SMÅ SMÅ SMÄRTIMPULSER

forslar inom mig ljuvliga mängder brunt spanskt snor genom luften över gränserna till den malmöitiska modersmyllan

I did not want the hedgehog. I did not long for it. To hold the small living body in my hand was not nice, and I felt like a criminal (possibly a rapist), putting the hedgehog in my plastic bag on top of groceries I actually did not need.

men kan jag slippa få idiotaviseringar från en grupp jag lämnat för att slippa få idiotaviseringar tack ... ... almost handeling the situation well, much thanks TO XXX and XXX who knows how to talk me into causality, if not rationality. They are great. We have fun. Medication is a gift from God aswell, I do not understand my skepticism towards antipsychotic drugs/neuroleptica and such when I was a young moralist hippie turd.

It was only a baby.

There were not a lot of cars, but enough to kill tiny animals. My action was justified. It was also heroic. It felt better to think of myself as someone who cares, though I knew the truth and was not uncomfortable with it.

Having the most amazing cold (flu?) in lovely Madrid, a city I now officially adore. Back to the realities of Malmö tomorrow. But tonight it is still a quite correct time to start discussing where to have dinner, and then grow some tentacles and leather-like wings and get a flying hunter-from-space view of this glistening an marvellous city organism.

I felt obliged to give the creature a name, but never did. Naming the world is a most tiresome task.

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